Haste the day

28 Dec

It’s been at least a week since I posted last, woops 🙂 I lacked motivation and/or a topic to write about, but alas…a topic has come to mind. And wouldn’t you know it, it was portrayed throughout my week without even realizing it!

I used to be one of those people who let fear run my life, always scared to be daring for fear of getting in trouble or yelled at. Once I got out of high school (or more so the last couple years of high school), that fear subsided…and what emerged was a fearless adventurous young woman. I guess by my 16th year, I realized there’s more to live for. Once I gave my life to Christ, fear was the only thing holding me back from enjoying life and living it to the full. For the first few years of the “new” me, I put fear behind me by doing shenanigans.

I remember my first shenanigan. I was 16 and my new church friends and I threw water balloons at cars in Marysville. It was so innocent and foolish…and yet, it changed my life for the better. I will NEVER forget the moment when we threw a balloon at a car from the MP soccer fields, their brake lights went on and we all dashed off as the bright field lights came on. All I could see amongst the fog was the silhouettes of all my friends. It was glorious. And it was only the beginning…

and then I started going to Calvary Chapel Lake Stevens, where even the pastors (one in particular) were in on the pranks. I became friends with Kaelee and Nigel, former prank-enemies, but together – indestructible. Two years of my life were full of shenanigans, but since this is not what this blog is about, I will shorten this part up with pictures of our greatest escapades.

…and then there’s Creation Fest, where shenanigans are eminent…especially when involving the Porta-potties…and pillows.

I know it seems like foolishness to many folks, but being involved with such things helped me forget about the chains of fear I placed on myself for the first 16 years of my life! I love adventure, and I very much despise letting moments pass by without redeeming the time…but not just with shenanigans.

This thought has come up a lot in the last week, I first realized it while visiting with my good friend, Deborah – who now lives in Oregon. Every conversation we had always turned back to Jesus, what He has done and is doing in our lives…and I appreciate that quality in her oh, so much…she is an AMAZING friend!

The day after Christmas I got the wonderful opportunity to visit with my aunt Tammy, uncle Jeff, and their sons from Arizona. We had dinner at Ivar’s on the sound and my one prayer for the night was to redeem the time. By the end of dinner, conversation was still fruitful and I wished I could have had more time to spend with them. Living here in Washington makes it hard to see them  as much as I’d like, but thankfully there’s facebook to keep us updated these days 🙂 It’s just more fun to interact in person!

All this being said, here’s some scripture that stuck out to me this week.

“Walk in wisdom toward those who are outside, redeeming the time. Let your speech always be with grace, seasoned with salt, that you may know how you ought to answer each one.” Colossians 4:5-6

” ‘The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy. I have come that they may have life, and that they may have it more abundantly. I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd gives His life for the sheep.’ ” John 10:10-11

Each moment wasted is a moment you’ll never get back, so redeem it. I don’t know about you, but when I let a moment pass in which I could live to the full…I feel like crap. It’s not just with unbelievers…but believers as well. I don’t have many friends like Deborah who always turn the conversation back to the Lord. Admiring that in her is a motivation for me to do that, humbly, with my Christian friends, too. It’s easy to get caught up in work…at work, but are you redeeming the time? Are you working for the Lord…or for men? The days when I work for the Lord are days I feel worthy of the money I earn.

When I was 19, this was portrayed as being an innocent yet silly teenager. I feel sad when I see teenagers try to act like they’re 25…because when they are actually 25, they’ll look back and realize they missed part of their youth. I had friends in school who’d look down on me for finding shenanigans fun, because real fun to them was getting drunk and high. I had people tell me that “churchies” are lame and don’t know how to have fun, really, I did. But now looking back to my teenage years, my regrets are not the times I participated in shenanigans, but the times I participated in worldly “fun”. It’s no fun.

How will you redeem today?

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